Always I will never be okayI will never be the sameSeems you hate more every daySeems perfection's lost its wayLost the conflict 'tween you and IYou will hate me till I dieSpat a lie into my faceEnded it with reckless hasteMy throat's exposed, take your best shotCut me open, I care notBlood run slowly 'cross the floorI feel this fucking pain no more!!But I guess I'll always be that wayI'll think of you every dayI guess I'll always be that kidThe one who wanted to and didI guess I'll always be that boyThe one whose heart was just a toyI guess I'll always be that guyWho loved and lost and then just died!But I g
Familiar Paineyes of hatefulness, escaped life of shitrepressed memory, but never forgettimes I've wished that death would just graceand free this world of my pale hollow facelight of hope does burn these dark eyesfrom amongst the blackness salvation does riseand a soft caress of my tear-stained cheekbrings forth joy that I want but don't seeka heart once beaten and torn apartterrified of the end to a new starta fragile soul stomped into the dirtavoids the blank canvas, afraid to get hurta spirit of kindness guides me intoa perfect nirvana of feelings so truethe warmth of this soul frees mine from it's icecasting aside though